13.5.10

On Pause

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The past five months or so seemed to have flown by without notice, yet living in this moment seems like it's never ending. Looking back, it's crazy to see how I've gotten here but I'm still waiting for tomorrow to come. It's no secret to some of you that I've gone through some changes and as proud as I am to say that I've put in all the hard work, I'm still not satisfied--but that's not the only reason why I'm updating my blog.

Things have changed. All around, things have changed. Some exciting, and some not so much. Just take a look at all the Facebook updates, exciting and depressing at the same time. So I can tell that I'm not the only one feeling stuck. I've just gotten into a routine and my mind and body are not having it anymore. Whether it be the constant anxiety from not knowing what's going to happen next at work, the hard (for me) work outs five days a weekm or the end of the semester blues/stress.

In a way, I guess you can say that even though things have changed, I'm looking for more change. Change to happen without so much of my doing, but rather nature just taking course. Maybe, just for a little while, I want change to happen on its own and not have me take part.

5.5.10

It's always Sunny in..

[San Diego]
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Summer is coming and I miss that town. I even miss the late night drives down there after school. Going down the 5 when there's nothing but darkness to my right and hills to my left. I miss the late night runs with Desiree to Roberto's (though I won't eat it now but they had carne asada fries 10x better then albertos). Always found our way near the beach, whether it's before or after Desiree's class, I would even cruise on the long board while she was in class. When things get rough, I just wish I was there. I'll be back again some day.
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1.5.10

No Cracker Jacks for Me

Spring = Allergies Baseball!
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Made it out to my first but hopefully not last game of the season.
Angels versus Yankees.

The day started out with a wake up call from work. Tried to get out of working by using the game as an excuse, little did I know that my manager was actually going to be there too! So yeah, no excuses. But I got off in time to get geared up. Trust me, I got geared up. Crew was Brittany, Lauren, Ty, Mario Michelle, and me. If it wasn't for parking traffic, we would have made it to the game on time too! but oh well.
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Black and white for a reason. TY=Total Yankee.
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Best dressed, hands down
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Nevermind. This guy wins.
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We should have hit him with two pictches.
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$14...
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...and a line for the restroom
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So that's how the game went, but I'll let the rest of the pictures tell you how the game was played and who won.

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Nice guy. His friend is an Angel fan
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I do have to say though that this is my favorite shot.
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We still have a long season ahead. Hoping for the best. -As long as the dodgers suck, I'll be fine.